Umm

Am I the only one that tries to use their unused part of their brain to become a squirrel? I really just mediated to become a squirrel....I guess I'm no x-man


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I wish I could send my ovaries a cease and desist letter

Above is a picture of my dog my mom got me. She is currently in custody of my mom because I realized I don't want to take care of a dog. Love her, but I'm good. That begins this blog.

I don't want kids! Let me reword that....if I ever have children it will by accident! I wouldn't get an abortion or anything so it will be a depressing nine months, but when that little bastard comes I'll love it so much and so will its nanny. It'll go to the greatest schools and learn all that sh*t, but I know some people are not meant to be parents! *raises hand* I applaud parents for their patience and selflessness, but I'm not doing that. I like me fairly more than I like other people. Yea, they say it all changes when you have a kid, that's the problem I don't want that to change. A lot of my friends have kids, cool, I don't babysit. Kids talk too much. One about nothing and two about every fricking thing! You have to feed them and clothe them, complement them, don't yell at them!! NO! I am not willing to do that!

I wish I could just get my tubes tied today. It would make it easier...so no slip ups. I already determined I'll be a single mom....mainly because I can't handle a man and a kid at the same time. It's too much. So if I accidentally have a kid I have to break up with my baby daddy ASAP. So yes that's that....no kids! Okay bye

(this is a joke by the way relax :-) )

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Might need a good cry

I am studying for the MCAT again. I have never been so discouraged in my life. For someone that thinks anything is possible through hard work, I have nothing to show for it. Does that mean I'm lazy? The long list of wants has gone onto the second page...totally leaving the list of things obtained. Do I want to be a doctor? Of course I want to be a doctor! I feel I've ruined my chances because of fear. I had the opportunity laid out for me but I chose door number two. Funny thing about door number 2 is, it was working. Now the start of 2012 I still don't have a job. I gave up on a goal because of fear, and went with a want because of what. Well no time like now to dust yourself off and start again. I say next year I'll be in medical school! Optimistic much?? Lol /font> - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

New Year

I went to London last year. I moved out of my roommates house and into my own place. My dad got married to a woman with only knowing her for three months. I got laid off from my job and I'm currently on unemployment. I started my "internship" to finish my fake masters. My sister enrolled in school and has her license. My aunt got married to her long term girlfriend and a month later they broke up. My cousin got pregnant. Beyonce got pregnant. And that about it....2012 here we come!! - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone