Reeling 'em in

It's like 14 o'clock! I know I've probably said this already, but I started online dating. Well, fishing has been good! The void in my life not having someone to talk to and introduce myself with has been filled....so you're telling me I have to go on dates now?!?! NOOOOO WAYYYY!!! I mean this dating site is a great boost of confidence. I have been called beautiful, pretty, sexy, chunky and my boobs have been lusted over. However, I am afraid I don't know if I want to put forth the effort to actually date these admirers. One however, is from London (oh sweet baby Jesus how I lust and yearn to be living in England). The fact this bit of information has pushed me into more interesting conversation, he wants to meet when he is in NY this weekend. First of all, even if I wanted to actually go on a date...I've seen CSI and dateline...I'm not meeting a guy I've only spoke to twice anywhere. But, I have actually thought about allowing him to continue to talk to me.Yes, I said allow! I would typically write an email....he might respond and I won't write back. I don't know what it is. He is not my type neither. Maybe its the fact that he is very established and lives in London, or the fact that I know he might always feel more for me than I would for him. That's weird to type let alone say. I don't know what it is. I feel he is fragile so I don't want to hurt his feelings, but he actually is very articulate and damnit he's British! Who knows. I sent him an email shooting down his frisk...risk....whatever in the city this weekend. I told him I would keep him in mind the next time he comes to the city. It will only be dependent on future conversations. Either way, I need to answer the question of if I want to date...circle yes or no!!