Might need a good cry

I am studying for the MCAT again. I have never been so discouraged in my life. For someone that thinks anything is possible through hard work, I have nothing to show for it. Does that mean I'm lazy? The long list of wants has gone onto the second page...totally leaving the list of things obtained. Do I want to be a doctor? Of course I want to be a doctor! I feel I've ruined my chances because of fear. I had the opportunity laid out for me but I chose door number two. Funny thing about door number 2 is, it was working. Now the start of 2012 I still don't have a job. I gave up on a goal because of fear, and went with a want because of what. Well no time like now to dust yourself off and start again. I say next year I'll be in medical school! Optimistic much?? Lol /font> - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone