Venture into Reds

I'm on my way to Philly to drop my mom and sister off. They leave to Atlanta on Monday. Again this is bittersweet, but it seems like this will be the best for all of us. I am ready to be on my own.

Speaking of own, I'm trying to make different styles my own. Branching into territories unknown. So red, is the color of the day.









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It's always about a boy

I wish I could shake you. I know I'm better than this. I don't know what's worse :to never be in love, or to be in love with someone that doesn't love you back? That's the question. I just want to be loved...deeply, truly, and as hard as possible. I just want to know that feeling, and not this one.


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Helmet hair!!

I have just been approved for my week off!!! Yayy! I'm going to London :-).

I still have a shit boat of saving to do, but I am still going, God willing!!! I washed my hair yesterday it looks like a helmet. Which leads me to saving a little more because I need hair extensions! It's getting to be ridiculous now. Behold:

  

I am busy at work trying to figure out how to starve myself for the next six weeks. I need to drop 20lbs before London. I figure I'd try the healthy way first, but its taking too long. I have websites and shopping carts filled with clothes I'll be able to fit. So as I sit and eat this granola bar dreaming of Doritos, I guess I can continue shopping...I mean working!

Long time

It has been awhile since my last blog, but I have decided to take a new approach to the way I write things. A lot of my entries were depressing and I was beginning to grow tired of myself. So instead of being a gnat, I rather talk about things more positive in my life, such as new jobs, new trips and new places and people. I think I missed a comma. Anywho, I am getting ready to move...as well as....getting ready for a trip to London. This trip, which I can't afford and I dont have vacation time for, is a trip of a lifetime. There's very little on my bucket list, but London is one of those things. I figured since my job is a temp position and I am moving into Someones house (as their roommate), I might as well do this trip. Other than the fact I might not have a job after this trip, I have to raise money to get there. Technically with my crazy new budget, I should make it, but I still need some money to move. So there is a lot of saving and finding another mean for income. So I will have to give waitressing a go. I figure that's the only job that I can have that will allow me to work weekends only and I could pick up a shift here or there. I wish I was still in college, there at least I had four jobs and kept looking for new opportunities. So here goes nothing....and everything.



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